While it’s been really nice being asked to sing in the small choral ensemble and to be in the special TV appearance, it has had a few drawbacks.
After performing in the TV gig this past Saturday, I received a text message that was a bit of a downer:
As you can see, a fellow chorus member was a bit upset at being left out of the process. It then went on:
As you can see, I tried my best to diffuse the situation, but to no avail. But the whole exchange left me deflated and questioning.
“Am I viewed as receiving preferential, undeserved treatment? Is it creating friction? Do people look unfavorably upon me now?”
It also left me a bit pissed. As this TV gig was the first thing I was ever asked to do. And yeah, I auditioned for a solo– but it’s my first one. It’s not like I sing them all the time and at every concert.
Meh. It’s shit like this that makes my tummy all oogy because it really bothers me.
Anyway. On a lighter note, here’s a still shot from after the news cast with the morning anchors: