I Am Harvey Milk

You know it’s coming up on a performance when I start having anxiety dreams involving said performance.

Last night I had a bizarre one about having to step in to conduct the hardest piece we have because our director wasn’t there yet. I botched it and the audience have us like 3 claps and a bunch of coughs and restless crowd noise.

I awoke all hot with shame.

Yeah- our big gay concert is this coming Friday and Saturday. I’m like 99% ready, but the perfectionist in me looks around at all the guys who still don’t have their music memorized and I get a bit concerned.

Do you know how hard it is to sing next to someone who isn’t singing the same pitches or words as you are– but they’re supposed to be??

We had a 2 hour “memorization assist” rehearsal this past Sunday, which I feel helped a ton. But still… I’m nervous.

Hence the dreams.

I just want it to go as well as I want it to. Or at least as well as I think it should. Plus my dad is coming up to see it on Saturday, so….

Oh. And just so you know– this week is cray-cray with rehearsals. I may not be posting often, and I’m sure to be all cranky pants.


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Nickname: Munt Measurements: 45 B, 34, 38(?) Ambition: to be the best human ever! Turn ons: long walks on the beach, romantic dinners, porn, rainbows, cock Turn offs: bad smell face, men who are full of themselves, dead puppies, popcorn, sadness
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7 Responses to I Am Harvey Milk

  1. Girl Tuesday says:

    You may be all cranky pants, but you’ve got great hair!

  2. Chip says:

    You can only control your own (singular) performance. You can’t control how others perform.

  3. Partick says:

    I hope your dad will be filming it like a proud papa. I would like to see it.

  4. Blobby says:

    THAT is why you woke up hot with shame? You should have at least of handful of other real reasons before this one.

  5. justajeepguy says:

    You always come through in the end!

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