I think I have a case of the SADz. Seasonal Affective Disorder. Or it could juSt be I’m tired of this shit-ass winter.

I mean, it’s mid February and we’re in a winter storm warning, and by the end of the week we’re supposed to go back down below zero again.

So far we’ve had like 45 days with below zero temperature readings (which only puts us in the top 10 most sub zero days). But we have a few more coming. I’m hoping we crack at least top 5– I mean, what good is having a sucky winter if it doesn’t make record books?

I think valentines day also left me in a bit of a funk. Not that I’m super big on V day, but it just tends to highlight ones perpetual state of aloneness. Of course having an “occasional reader” suggest that I stop being a ho and start dating.

Um… Thanks? I mean, You’re right! It’s so simple, why didn’t I think if it?!? I should just pick one of the multitudes of single men beating down my door and go out on a date! YOLO!


It was also Mr Twin Cities Leather this weekend, but I didn’t go because I didn’t really know anyone who was going.

Although I was sorely tempted to go on Saturday night, just to get out of the house.

Meh. I’m already mostly back to normal now that the work week has started. Toss in some workouts and endorphins, and I’ll be as right as rain by Tuesday night.

About cb

Nickname: Munt Measurements: 45 B, 34, 38(?) Ambition: to be the best human ever! Turn ons: long walks on the beach, romantic dinners, porn, rainbows, cock Turn offs: bad smell face, men who are full of themselves, dead puppies, popcorn, sadness
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12 Responses to S.A.D.Z.

  1. Robert says:

    I truly do know what you’re feeling. This winter has just beaten me down and a couple of weeks ago I felt like I had no energy at all.

    I’m hoping we get some warm weather soon. It snowed yet again this morning and school was actually cancelled (2nd time this year).

    Hoping you find your inner warmth soon. :-]

  2. Chip says:

    Ok, CB — I’ll just ask it — I think you know me well enough by now that I would never intentionally try to hurt your feelings.

    I know you’ve approached men about getting together in the sack — have you ever approached a guy and said, “hey would you like to go out for a beer or a cup of coffee sometime”?

    • cb says:

      The problem is that there are precious few “single” guys I find interesting enough to ask out. Most that I end up liking turn out to be “in a relationship”.

      My three most recent “single” guys were as follows:

      Dinner with guy who turns out to be recovering addict. He made a pass at me in the parking lot– I turned it down. Then he emails and says he’s “reconsidered” and we aren’t a good match.

      Coffee with a recovering meth addict who then starts using again and disappears– and Unfriends me.

      Coffee with guy I really like– but he made it abundantly clear that he didn’t see me as a potential.

  3. Mark in DE says:

    Why not book yourself a few days in Puerto Vallarta? The climate is fabulous this time of year, its cheap to stay/eat/drink there, and there are so many gays there you can’t swing a dead cat without messing up someone’s hair. Seriously, a few days of warmth and sun right now would do you good.

  4. Gii says:

    Being trapped in the South I actually miss the northern winters with all the snow an winter layers. I sorta forget about the black slush, horrible road conditions and constant cold – but given the choice I would still prefer to be back in Da Burg!

    Have you done the online dating sites? Not just Grindr but Match or something similar?

  5. Mark, née Fuzz says:

    Is it possible you are single because you are just too fucking picky? None of us is perfect. It would be rare indeed to find a 100% match.

    • cb says:

      Could be.

      I’m looking for a guy that I find reasonably attractive that can make me laugh.

      The first part is easy. The second? I find that maybe once every 5 years. And they’re almost always already snapped up.

      But if you think I should lower these standards further….

      • Chip says:

        What if they make you laugh and have a great personality, but the “attractive” spark isn’t there…..but you continue to enjoy each other’s company when you can. Sometimes attraction grows. It’s hard to explain but it can just happen.

  6. 😦
    I too am fucking sick to death of this white shit. I need some sun and longer days and any other color but white on the ground. february is a most difficult month for those of us with SAD.

  7. brettcajun says:

    Yes, your readers do think “STOP BEING A HEAUX and date for LOVE” 🙂

  8. NIFP says:

    I am sorry that I can’t offer really good suggestions. Hate those who just think/imply you’re a picky whore. I think you are doing the right things are far as being socially involved, but could you maybe ask a trusted member of the choir or band if they know of any good guys? I don’t think it is a good idea to ask at work. Otherwise, is there a social activity you aren’t involved with that you might like to be? Card or other game playing, perhaps? Book club? Lots of social groups for that kind of stuff, usually. Leather is supposed to be such a welcoming community, but I have not found that to be the case for the past decade. Depends on the local scene, I suppose.

  9. truthspew says:

    I’m already sick of the snow here in Rhode Island. In fact it’s snowing as I type this. This shit is for the birds, and that’s the other thing. Birds started coming back two weeks ago. You can hear them in the evergreen trees.

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