I had a very restless night last night.
Both Phoebe and I just could not get comfortable and we tossed and turned before finally drifting off.
And then I found myself plagued by bizarre dreams. Or ONE long, extended dream.
It involved dating a girl from high school. Who i’m “friends” with in facebook.
Yes, I was “courting” this girl and we were spending a lot of time together in my bedroom.
Talking. And stuff.
It was like we were still in High School, but at our current ages.
I can’t recall many details now, but at the time the dream was quite vivid. I remember at one point I was standing at her locker( in my junior high hallway) and she just burst into tears because I didn’t answer some question correctly.
Seriously. Bawling. And i didnt hug her or anything, as i was too dumbfounded. My only response was “I really don’t know what you want me to say here.”
I also remember walking her home at 3 a.m. and it was autumn, but not cold. I was only wearing a pair of boxers.
Once i got her safely home, we kissed goodnight. And I distinctly remember feeling guilty because I realized I didn’t like her “that way”.
It was all very confusing and unsettling.
Tell me about your mother…
Are you feeling guilty about not starting a family?
I hate it when I have nights like that. Confusing, unsettling dreams seem to plague your waking hours trying to figure out what they meant.
Do you have a man in your life who you suspect is crushing on you but for whom you don’t like “that way”? Maybe your subconscious is telling you that you may hurt him severely if you keep going the way you are going. You should identify the person and have a serious talk with him. It will be better for you both.
Ah, that’s why I love dreamless sleep!